man i really hate people who try to carry their negative energy into my personal space.  i mean, damnit i'm a happy person generally.  i'm nice and i smile when i talk to you.  people tell me i have a nice smile, but i think its just because i do it a lot and unnecessarily.  but what i dont like is random negative attitudes.  particularly from the guy i love, who was just so fucking sweet to me last week.  and i mean, all last week.  so because of this i was even sweeter back and we got along great.

but this week? ....no.  i can already tell (its only sunday).

its a simple equation:
happy boy + happy girl = happy couple = more sex = better time

i am dying my hair red today.  yes, i am...i made the appointment.  not a dark, violet red, more like a dark strawberry blondish-copper color.  regardless, we're all going to love it. :) 

later tonight raymond and i have a date, so i get to wear a dress and new shoes and new hair.  its going to be a great night.  i bought these shoes specifically for tonight, and they hurt like a bitch.  leave it to me to pick out the most painful shoes in the store.

at the book store they had vhs movies for $1.   and so i picked out like six.  thats why i'm watching Shakespeare in Love right now.  fuck man, it was a dollar.  and anyway, i'm in a good mood.  a good mood.  i'm happy that i dont have to work tomorrow and for that reason, i'm not in a hurry to go to bed.  and if things go well, the sun will be out and so will i!

next week i'm going to get my hair done.  i'm going to dye it some shade of red.  yep, i've made up my mind.  i wanna be a redhead!

wow, this movie is super corny.  but thats okay.  i'm in a good mood. :)